It's been longgggg since i blogg ..
Well , lots of things happened .
Too much things happened actually .

But most of it is heartbreaking ..
Haish ...
He broke my heart ,
he choses her instead of me .
Maybe she's prettier i guess .
Whatever ,
i don't bother anymore .
You shouldn't exist in my life anymore ,
but i guess i have to bear with it for 1 more year since ,
i'm gonna have to see you in school .


WHY DO I DESERVE THIS KIND OF PUNISHMENT ?!
WHAT DID I DO ?!

I HATE YOU FOR TEARING ME INTO PIECES .

haish ..

forget it ..

i'm trying to forget about you so much .

but i can't .
So , what am i supposed to do now ?


HOW DO YOU FORGET A PERSON THAT HAS HURT YOU SO MUCH ?

Long timeee never bloggg .

My life sucks a lot nowdays .

I loved him , but i don't know why he chose her instead .

It hurts me a lot ,

seeing him with her .

All these time , we've been texting ,
you didn't tell me you were attached .
HOW COULD YOU ?!

I HATE YOU ..

p.s. I've been trying to forget you , but i can't ,

Now's ICT lesson .
siqh .
Went facebk mainpage then i saw his pic .
wth ?
damn it .
damn i wish i would see it comin'
pfft .
today got choir practice .
wo bu yao !
hehe .
but at least ms loh not comin'
teehee^^
but still from 2 - 5 pm .
ARRRGHH !!
Now in computer lab ,
my ears !!
ohgod .
so noisy .
later got music and maths .
lookin' forward to maths only !!
music like so noisy .

siqh .
i forgot bring my wallet !!
no !!
how to eat ??
=(
nehmind .
later lend .







p.s. show me the pathway to your love .

Today wasn't fun nor boring at all .
Neutral .
Just no feeling .

Oh ya !
I almost forgot !
Yesterday , i bumped into him .
Me and whu whu were walking and we kinda of bumped into him .
I realized but whu whu did not .
She was dreaming -.-
ohgod . lols .

Bytheway, when he walked past me and whu whu ,
he was looking at me , deciding whether to smile or not .( well , i can see it from his face )
and i didn't look away . I LOOK AT HIS EYES .
muahaha .
there was a purpose actually .
hehe .
cannot tell .
secret .

Today got home econ practical exam .
I made pizza while that damn danial made chicken pita .
and his pita was like a lot of rubbish stuffed inside the pita .
wth ?
mine is nicer and delicious .
PLUS GOT COCKTAIL KAYY .
if it wouldn't for me , it will look UGLY !!
So must thank me ah , Danial .
Then he made me pay $2 . stupid .
i hate him . bastard .
oops ! nehmind .
i don't care . whatever .


That's all i guess .
p.s. I miss him .

Hey ,
well , i missed blogging too much . hehe^^
Am in computer lab blogging and facebookingg .
but facebook borinng .
Today last day of skool then holiday :(
I LOATHE HOLIDAYS !
Its boringg . No friends .
Can only use phone , not handphone .
My handphone's spoil . Noooo !!
Bored ..
bored ..
" You very mushy eh , you seriously mushy " This is what Whu whu said to me about ,
let's see , 1 minute ago ? teehee ^^
she will scold me if she knew this . hahahaha .
Later got Si Ling Primary . pfft .
last day with them . gonna miss them soo much .
Gonna buy them some candies .
Well , for the muslims , jangan sampai buka puasa . Lol :D


i guess i'm able to let go of you already .
pfft . i din't think of you for two days .
That's something good already .
I can forget you .
I can let you go .

Goodbye :D

Long time didn't blogg ..
its because of my damn computer ..
and also i've got no mood to blogg ..

Thank you very much for denying liking me , cause from now on , i will hate you as much as i hate my ex .
I thought we both had the same feelings for each other but i guess i was wrong .
I hate you too much .
You knew how much i miss you and love you , but you are just acting that nothing had happen ever .
How could you do this to me ?
How could you ?
Well , i think this is the end of my story with you as the main character .
But i guess i am never getting my Happily Ever After .
First , him . Now , you .
I'm just sick of all this .
Tired and sick .

However hard i tried to forget you , i can't .
But after that confrontation , i will forget you
and i must forget you .
The kind of guy that doesn't worth a girl .
And you should know , that because of you , i am cut .


my heart is bleeding .

school holiday begins ..

4 days is so long .
too long , i guess .
sigh . i loathe holidays .
it sucks to be at home , getting scolded .
if i study , get scolded . if never study , also get scolded .
might as well don't study . just bare with the naggings( is it correct spelling? ) and scoldings .

yesterday's ndp performance was .. i don't know ..
no comments .
mr tai talked to me and whu whu .
he suggested us to go youtube and check out about celtic woman - you raise me up .
it was wow .